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I honestly dont understand him.

He says he loves me but when something bothers me, he doesn't try to make me happy. He is only ever thinking of himself and that just drives me crazy. I just want to scream at him to get it through his thick skull that yeah I am a person too and yes I have feelings. It's not that hard to understand to me it's kinda obvious.

So here i am waiting for him to come home again.. I am always doing this. I wish it wasn't this way, i wish that he would care about me as much as I care about him.
I send him love letters in the mail I send him thoughtful emails I remember our anniversary all the time!

Yet why can't I get the same thing back?
The funny thing is that he says things like, well I'm happy in this relationship. OF COURSE YOU ARE!! he's taking and taking and taking and im giving and giving... but not receiving. Never am I on the receiving side.

Something inside me tells me I should leave him but I dont.