Fighting The Urge To Say No...

I just had the worst day I have ever had in weeks, and I don't even know where to start.
With D, I suppose, seeing as he's the reason for the season right?
I just... don't know.
Today was our one year and one month engagement. He forgot. Now, I know, it's not SUCH a big deal. It's one year and one month, not one year. But it still hurt. A lot. To add insult to injury, he remembered his best friends birthday. By bestfriend I mean someone he hasn't spoken to in a year maybe two. I just don't get it.
Also, he went to work today (supposed to finish at one) and I didn't hear from him until 3! BECAUSE I CALLED HIM!!!
His response: Oh, I had to go for an interview and I had to pay for the car and I am now cleaning it.
How easy is it for him to send me a text saying that he will be busy? Like I don't think I am asking for much!!
And when he doesn't text, I feel like he just doesn't respect me enough to tell me where he's going. He wants a life where he doesn't have to tell anyone where he is going and he just goes there and no one can tell him nothing about it.

If he wants that, he shouldn't be dating me.

I don't know what I am going to do about all this, I think I've had enough but I just love him so much... If only.....

By the way, finished the book.