Today I bought sunflower seeds. Turns out, it was a good idea. The weather man made Hamburger Helper... for me... a (kinda) vegetarian...
I am in the mood to release. I find that this site is good for such things, I need to shed the bad feelings that dwell within my heart to help in any way to lift off the weight I feel daily.
And Jenny Craig can't help THIS weight, no ma'am.
So here I go, my vent, if you do not wish to have negative thoughts, I'd advise you to turn away.
Where to start, well with the most recent i suppose, I'm in trouble for not having enough money for my bus pass. It's $130, I get paid $35 dollars weekly. That's $140 a month. I would have to save all my money up to afford it, and not eat, or have books, or photo copy the legal documents (About 5 bucks a day on those things). I'm getting confused and cranky. Why don't they help me? isn't that what parents are for? When I'm in need they help me? Indeed?
Well apparently not. So how am i going to get a school (Good question Tom, lets here a word from our sponsors)
My mom suggests I get a new job, I don't think she realizes the stress I am under.
Meanwhile, money that I gave my mother seems to have gone missing, my taxes where not filled FOR me but instead the weather man took the money, and yet I have to take care of my own stuff? Unbelievable.
I wish i could find a job as a secretary. Answer phone, book appointments, schedule people, help people with questions. I think that would be "fun".
For now, I am sitting here, eating my sunflower seed (hiding them so they dont find out) feeling unsafe in my own home and wondering if the little one across the hall feels the same, while he watches Donkey Kong the movie on VHS.
By the way, I'm now on page 470.
I feel like giving up on everything..... but I still wonder..
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