Sunday, April 5, 2009

Two years too long

So tomorrow is me and Damien's two year anniversary. In other words, my lifestarted two years ago tomorrow.
I'm excited.
I love him eternally, he is my everything and I am so greatful to have him in my life.
When I look back on the years that have past, I wonder to myself....

How did I do it without him?

How did I live? How did I not break down....
I did. A lot. And finally I had lost all hope.

But then I thought of him... his smile, his voice, his laugh and humour, the way he said my name with love in his voice and pride in his voice. Love. Pride. For me. Me.
I never really thought it was possible two years ago. Before I met him, i was going down a small spiral slide down down down down.. into nothingness. I was helpless and scared and wrong. Always wrong.

Tonight, I am dedicating my night to him. Thinking about him and what he has done for me and appreciating him for who he is and who he will become. He has so much potential and I am going to be here for him as much as I can.

I love him

Happy two year anniversary my love

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